Hiding from Xanga II
Apparently I'm not supposed to bitch and moan on Xanga. This disappoints those who read me there? I'm sorry. I'm not a happy person by nature and I've got some heavy stuff going right now and sometimes ya just gotta vent, ya know?
I actually wonder if I should bother being on the 'net at all. I think it feeds into my sense of discontent about my life. I think I'm doing what I should be doing, it's just hard and my inherent laziness makes me want to not do hard stuff. So it's a quandry.
I actually wonder if I should bother being on the 'net at all. I think it feeds into my sense of discontent about my life. I think I'm doing what I should be doing, it's just hard and my inherent laziness makes me want to not do hard stuff. So it's a quandry.
posted by Lori's Light Extemporanea | 11:14 AM
1 Comments:
Hi Lori,
Sorry that you feel the need to "hide" from Xanga. My blogs are not highly read, and I've only once had a negative experience from a comment left behind on my blog. It took me a long time to even let my closest girlfriends know about my blog. Not because I wanted to hide information from them, but because I was afraid of what they would think of my honest thoughts and feelings. I'm far more informative in my blog than I am in real life.
I guess that's why my blogs are read so little...because I don't care if anyone else reads them. I think I could easily love having oodles of comments and faithful readers, but ultimately, my blog is for me. I'm a human with human emotions and reactions and feelings. I react sometimes. I make mistakes. I question and wonder and think. I feel and hurt and rejoice. I complain and whine, too.
Say after me, "It's my blog, and I'll write what I want to!"
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